the infamous mind attack destroyed

a perfect circle

July 21, 2006


3 Libras
Threw you the obviousAnd you flew with it on your backA name in your recollectionDown among a million, say:Difficult enough to feel a little bitDisappointed, passed over.When I’ve looked right through,To see you naked and obliviousand you don’t see me
	
Well I threw you the obvious,Just to see if there’s more behind theEyes of a fallen angel,Eyes of a tragedy.
	
Here I am expecting just a little bitToo much from the woundedBut I see,See through it all,See through,And see you.
	
So I threw you the obviousDo you see what occurs behind theEyes of a fallen angelEyes of a tragedy
	
Well, oh well..
	
Apparently nothing.Apparently nothing at all.
	
You don’tYou don’tYou don’t see meYou don’tYou don’tYou don’t see meYou don’tYou don’tYou don’t see meYou don’tYou don’tYou don’t see me at all

B’ehl - i’m sorry for being a crappy friend

July 14, 2006

You came to me yesterdayAnd you were feeling smallAnd you come to me todayBecause no one seems to Like your style at allAnd you’ll be back tomorrowWhen you’ve had it up to hereBut you know, I hope you knowThat when it’s you and me there is no fearAnd why is the fact so much easier to believe?We’ve both admitted this So how can it still persist?And it should come to one of us has to leaveI promise you, that it won’t be youNo it won’t be youAnd it won’t be, I promise youThat it won’t be youNo it won’t be youAnd it won’t be you

candy says

July 6, 2006

Candy Says: The Velvet Underground

Candy says I’ve come to hate my body and all that it requires in this world Candy says I’d like to know completely what others so discretely talk about Candy says I hate the quiet places that cause the smallest taste of what will be Candy says I hate the big decisions that cause endless revisions in my mind I’m gonna watch the blue birds fly over my shoulder I’m gonna watch them pass me by Maybe when I’m older What do you think I’d see If I could walk away from me

July 1, 2006

So here I am, betwixt no where
I wanted to see you at six am
Clearly, my dreams lie to me
I’m here to suffer and here to dance by myself
But I’ll live it again
It’s misery but we are all in it
It will merry us to death
And every hour it’s always different
Where ever I run
So easily

the heart and my pride (draft)

our heart is a hole
it will never be full
it will never be enough
we search and search
we try and try
you watched the clouds play
you watched the rain sing
it is never good enough
our heart is a whole
it is always empty
it is always gone
we filled it up with gas
to feel a while…

beyond my sight, i’ve walked into your arms again, dream, beyond my sight, i’ve walked into your arms again, you were on my side, you walked into… you were on my side ….

the killing moon

June 27, 2006

Under blue moon I saw you
So soon you’ll take me
Up in your arms
Too late to beg you or cancel it
Though I know it must be the killing time
Unwillingly mine